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To Be Myself 04052005

I put on my brave face as I head out. The smile I force covers a million broken thoughts. With dumb reminders, simple thoughts, poor excuses for a laugh, Trying to find happiness in things that I despise, I realise they are all just a subliminal attempt at getting by.
When I walk through until the days end I surprise myself with the strength that I gather. I travel among those who I believe and wish to be in good company with, But the awful truth stares blankly at me. I cannot help feeling out of place. I cannot help the longing for loneliness.
But that thought of

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Head vs Heart 110509All of my thoughts are inundated by one And although my judgement is definitely not clouded Simultaneously, it places me in a confused and weary state Marred by my weaknesses, forcing a lowering of the guard Where sharing is a necessity and doing so leaves me susceptible to compromise Trying & wanting to bend rules, sensing happiness is over the horizon It is really just finding out that you’re not what you thought you were This lack of strength highlights the importance of being alone
And so I decide to follow my head for once But in time it may be gone and leave me wondering Head vs Heart 110509
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Untitled 080509Head Congested, progress stagnant. Overwhelmed & out of time. Waiting for the moment to arrive,
And expecting it to pass in the blink of an eye, Misinterpreted, therefore unnoticed.
I can't maintain this control. No longer can I pretend that I am who I want to be. I'm losing my edge. I'm losing everything that makes it me.
In this state of mind solitude is unhealthy. It creates opportunity to dwell on all the negativity. Where even knowing of all the good that will eventuate, Simply is not enough to satisfy my anxiety. It removes the option to be pati Untitled 080509
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Sun Apr 12, 2009, 6:53 PM

I found a whole bunch of old stuff lying around.

Tidying up and posting it over the next week.

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~yourpersonaljesus May 11, 2009, 8:32:34 AM

_{thank you for the watch}

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_{the death of one is a tragedy

the death of a million is just a statistic.}

*fromtheshadows May 12, 2009, 12:48:53 AM

no worries

luv your words.

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